loneliness

the loneliness encapsulating, tears tumble in abandon
felt in the depths, every crevice, every hidden corner of my heart
breaking and crumbling under the shattered remnants
of what once was
now it is no longer, and so it is
that i sit in this cloud of fear, the sea's rage drowning
me in suffocation and blackness, images glimmering
on the surface so far above, so unreachable
from where i am
not where i was, and so it is